★　it's so pretty it's sad.

☆Friday, February 29, 2008

today's a good day ! :3

i found my long lost kindergarten best friend! :DDD
and she was in my tuition all along !
i'm so sorry i never recognised you at all!!
she rmbed me lah but i dun rmb her at all!
but now got a bit of impression le lah xD
this is so cool! :D
my papa rmbs her though!
she come my hse b4!
wah this is so cool!!! (:
but i'm really glad to have met her again! (:

and i did up my gp article book!
its all completed and read to hand in!

and FCSA is all settled!
and this really nice guy called aru is offering to help up with training schemed for vnr (:

and i cleaned up room!
i packed up ALL of my loose worksheets!
(:
my room feels SO neat (:
my gp file also ready to hand in le :D
accomplished.
all i need to do now is to start on hmwk (:
hmm.
later bah.
i hope. xD

tmr going on a date with qad to liang! (:
wahahahaha so happy!
today's really really a good day!

and b4 i forget, today only happens once every 4 years!
no wonder its such a good day (:

happy 29 feb everyone!
esp SUNSHINE :DDDDD

missingY O U

☆Monday, February 25, 2008

i feel like an idiot for believing that i could re-visit and re-experience all the feelings i had that night.
i feel like an idiot for missing it like hell
for thinking about it day and night
for thinking that this has got to be the best thing tht has ever happened to me.

i feel so stupid i despise myself.

missingY O U

☆Sunday, February 24, 2008

(reader's alert: the following post is imba angsty, full of bad words and rantings. i'm not me right now. overflown with anger. read at ur own discretion. but i suggest you not. )

WAHHHHHH KANASAI
HOW DARE YOU STUPID SELFCENTERED BLOODY INSENSITIVE UN-UNDERSTANDING IMBA DISGUSTING AND I DNT KNW WHT TO SAY ANYMORE COS I'M SO WORN OUT AND TIRED LE
BUT YES FOR ONE MOMENT SO WORRIED NO ONE THEN NOW YOU THINK THERE IS TOO MUCH AND YOU CONVENIENTLY KICK THEM OUT
HMMMMM VERY GOOD.
SO YOU THINK WE HAVENT PUT IN EFFORT AT ALL FOR THE PREVIOUS TIMES
COMING FOR MEETINGS AT CRAZY TIMES OF 7PM AND GOODNESS KNOWS WHT LAH
AND TELLING US AT THIS TIME
WHEN SO LITTLE TIME IS LEFT
DONT U THINK YOU'RE BEING SELFISH?
AND LIKE MAKING USE OF OUR EFFORTS LAST TIME
WE DESERVE SOME BLOODY RECOGNITION FOR WHT WE HAVE DONE OK
YOU ASSES
YOU IDIOTS
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THT
YOU IDIOTS WHO THINK YOU ARE SO ZHAI IS IT
YOU THINK U A LOT EFFORT LOR
GOOD LOR
GOD LORH
WIN LIAO LORH
CAN HAVE THIS TYPE OF POWER TO DELETE US
DOES IT GIVE YOU SOME KIND OF HAPPINESS AND ENJOYMENT TO STRIKE US OFF?
TO KNOW THT WE WILL NEVER BE THERE ANYMORE?
TO KNOW THT YOU'LL SPEND LESS INK PRINTING?
TO KNOW THT YOU'LL HAVE LESS T-SHIRTS AND JACKETS TO PRINT?
TO KNOW THT THERE'LL BE LESS PPL FIGHTING FOR OXYGEN AT VT?
TO KNOW THT LESS BLAZERS ARE BEING LOANED
TO KNOW THT LESS PPL BLOCKING THE ENTRANCE AT VT?

OH THEN I AM SO SORRY I HAVE BEEN SNATCHING UR OXYGEN AND WHATEVER ELSE I HAVE MENTIONED ABOVE LAH
I HOPE YOU DIDNT FAINT BECAUSE I STOLE YOUR OXYGEN
MAY YOU NOT SUFFER FROM HYPERVENTILATING DUE TO OVERBREATHING
PS, STIMULUS FOR BREATHING IS EXCESS CO2 NOT LACK OF OXYGEN SO YOU WILL CONTINUE TAKING IN O2 AND TAKING IN AND TAKING IN
OK I DUN MAKE ANY SENSE ANYMORE
HOHO

OK HERE'S WISHING YOU YOUR DESIRE NOTHING LESS THAN PERFECT PERFORMANCE
BUT MY DEFINITION OF PERFECT IS DIFF FROM YOURS
IT CONSISTS OF UNDESIRABLE STUFF

GOOD LUCK.

missingY O U

☆Friday, February 15, 2008

i've got duet, winkup, myojo, potato, poporo all in my room (:
with an awesome smell
and thousands of kyaa-yifying pictures inside
kekeke
i must be the happiest girl in the entire solar system :D

thanks mum!
love ya loads.
she bought like so many jap food and sweets and je mags from japan for meeee (:
she rocks <333

qingaidee!
my mum said japan was DAMN fun ok!
gahh 2009! (:

missingY O U

☆Tuesday, February 12, 2008

havent been blogging in a while :D
too lazy (:
hahahah anw iswak 2 really really rocks ! (ok everyone knows :D)
but its AHHH damn nice (:
i was DAMN sad in malaysia lor.
can u imagine
a freaking 5 day long holiday
with NO INTERNET ACCESS
very good.
imagine how many animes and dramas i could have finished within those 5 days!
and er, hmwk
HAHA.

i shall start doing all my tutorials soon.
er really SOON!!
i'm screwed up lahhh ):
i cnt get ionic eqm and superposition at all
oh wells

ok actually i really dunno wht i should be blogging abt
so i'm blogging cos my blog's rotting
hahaha
maybe i shall just note dwn the thingys running thru my mind

1. hope tmr pe dunnit to run 2.4!
2. cnt wait for kurosagi the movie cos my dearest yamapi is as hot as ever <3
3. cnt wait for iswak 2 ep 10!
4. there's tuition later.
5. yamapiiiiiiiiiii<3333333
6. v day's coming ! :3
7. hafta rmb go buy sushi stuff later
8. shall do vectors 4 aft this
9. get well soon mel! ((:

and one thing tht's always on my mind: 2009 JAPAN (stalking) TRIP !!!

jyaa~

missingY O U